I am always thinking about myself, my life, the good memories, the bad ones (mostly bad ones as the good things lasted only for an year or two in these 22 years that I have lived for till now).
I am no pessimist. I am an ordinary man. What make my life extra-ordinary are unexpected stories about and around me. I feel like a celebrity all the times! Always in lime-light. For things that I do and also for the ones I do not do. For words I say and the ones I do not. For things I mean and the ones I certainly do not mean.
Actually when I look back and read my own statement that in 22 years, there have only been 2 years that I am really proud of, I opine about myself that I am the one at fault and not the world. That I need to change my attitude. But as I recently discussed with a friend a problem I was facing, it turns out that I am not cent percent wrong. People and situations are at fault as well. See how glad I am after the discussion.
Anyway, this post isn't about sad old memories. This is about why it is always about me!
Well, the answer is simple.
God loves me. God loves me in a special way. Treats me specially. I am like a Roadie who is given challenging tasks every day to test his perseverance.
In "Absolute Khushwant", Mr. Khushwant Singh writes about "Life, Death and most things in between". Who knows someday, when I am rich and famous, this blog of mine catches a journalist's eye and he/she and I pen down my own biography.
