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Sunday, October 13, 2013

A Chance At Living My Life




Choosing the name of my blog wasn't difficult for me. I knew what I wanted and I knew it quite for a reason. I knew I was writing the blog to post what's on my mind that can not be posted on other Social Networks. So I came up with "Heaven - and - Ocean" inspired mainly by Shelley's "Ode to The West Wind". My feet are in deep dead ocean whereas my thoughts reside in the limitless, unapproachable sky, was the reason behind choosing such an address for the blog. Just like my thoughts, my life is pretty much messed up too. One minute I am all happy and smiling and within no time something bad happens and spoils my mood. Deep down inside I am actually fearful of laughing as something bad might turn up again and sabotage my good mood.

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

It's All about Me





There are certain reasons why most of the posts on my blog are centered around me.

I am always thinking about myself, my life, the good memories, the bad ones (mostly bad ones as the good things lasted only for an year or two in these 22 years that I have lived for till now).

I am no pessimist. I am an ordinary man. What make my life extra-ordinary are unexpected stories about and around me. I feel like a celebrity all the times! Always in lime-light. For things that I do and also for the ones I do not do. For words I say and the ones I do not. For things I mean and the ones I certainly do not mean.

Actually when I look back and read my own statement that in 22 years, there have only been 2 years that I am really proud of, I opine about myself that I am the one at fault and not the world. That I need to change my attitude. But as I recently discussed with a friend a problem I was facing, it turns out that I am not cent percent wrong. People and situations are at fault as well. See how glad I am after the discussion.

Anyway, this post isn't about sad old memories. This is about why it is always about me!

Well, the answer is simple.

God loves me. God loves me in a special way. Treats me specially. I am like a Roadie who is given challenging tasks every day to test his perseverance.

In "Absolute Khushwant", Mr. Khushwant Singh writes about "Life, Death and most things in between". Who knows someday, when I am rich and famous, this blog of mine catches a journalist's eye and he/she and I pen down my own biography.